Archive for November, 2004

Of books, coffee & makeup

Nov 30th, 2004

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After feeling pretty messed up for the past few days – coupled with lack of sleep – that i decided to go to Midvalley alone. However, when i got to the LRT station, my parents were there to pick me up. Then my sisters wanted to follow too *groan*

So i told em to split up, coz i knew they wanted to go window shop. And i headed off to MPH to get “Angels & Demons” by Dan Brown (yeap, the same guy who wrote The Da Vinci Code) then sat in Coffee Bean, drinking Ultimate Ice blended & eating chocolate swirl cheesecake while reading my new book. Sat there for almost 2 hrs, den met up wif my sis again before going for dinner at Nandos (yes, again!! :P)

…money money money…

Oh yeah, somehow, i still managed to spend RM130 yesterday.
Nail polish = 13.90 – the only one i have…
Book = 34.90
Toiletries = 13.00
Xmas cards = 8.00
Coffee Bean = 18.00
Makeup = 41.00 – BodyShop concealer & sharpener
GRAND TOTAL = 128.80

Well, i only go out like once a month, so i guess that’s understandable. LOL! The last time i went to midvalley was last month….or the month before that I think. And i juz bought a RM20 watch.

I guess there goes half of Dec’s allowance. I get RM250 a month…..and i buy my own lunch & breakfast in sch….and im saving up money to buy a plane ticket to Bintulu & Miri to see friends.

…anyway…

I had a presentation this morning…which caused me to have lack of sleep for hte last 2 days…but it was all WORTH IT. My lecturer said it was good and very clear, so much so that she asked the rest to be as good or better. Banggala! Coz i practically did all the slides & presented the whole thing (as usual, some of my groupmates are pretty useless)

Im going to register for the Planetshakers conference tomolo. Weird that someone like me is goin for a Christian conference….

Jeremy’s coming. Soo happy!! I really need to talk to him…miss him so much…
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Current mood: Melancholic
Now Listening to: “Have You Ever” by Brandy – have you ever loved somebody so much it makes u cry?

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To be kicked when you’re down

Nov 29th, 2004

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Im feeling kinda messed up at the moment. Havin personal problems….lotsa worries..and some assignments due. Not enough sleep. Cant concentrate. Got headache.

The song below sums out my situation now, word for word

“Welcome To My Life” by Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands youDo you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

CHO: No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt, To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

Chorus

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

Chorus 2x

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

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Ghetto Heaven @ Zouk KL

Nov 28th, 2004

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Thursdays nights are Ghetto Heaven nights at Zouk KL. And also ladies night. Meaning to say there are no entrance fee for ladies and they play R&B songs all night.

On Thurs, i slept over at a few friends’ place coz we planned to go to Zouk. Went there in the afternoon and lepak lepak around. Den around 9 sumthing we got ready (supposed to leave at 10.30pm). Sempat curl my hair. LOL! :P Took a taxi thr and reached just before midnite eventually (we left late) and went it.

My first impression is that it’s smoky. I mean I kno clubs are full of smoke but this was kinda overdosed. I walked in and i was hit by a cloud of smoke & my eyes started watering…but after a while i adjusted and all was fine. Then i realized that it was SO packed {but i’ve been in worst clubs – kenot even walk around at that point} and no space to sit around.

Music was good, lotsa ppl…but not enough guys…ehhe…so tak sempat bercuci mata dat nite :( Hehe! Nvm la…..

Oh yeah….alcohol in KL is expensive!! Drank 1 cup of chivas (wif juz ice)…..RM21.50!!…..in Miri only RM13-16 {if im not mistaken – correct or not Littak?}. Hmm…..cant afford to drink here i guess, unless some ppl buys me drinks. LOL!

Oh yeah 2 guys bought a fren & I Johnnie walker+coke (they open 2 bottles owedi). She didnt drink, so i took both den we thanked them and went off. They’re too old la….d*mn! prolly juz slightly younger than my father. So we cabut away from em fast fast. LOL!!

So we berabis dance till like 3 am…wuah so tiring. {Lola: bena cakap ko, lepas lama dah cuti, sik larat gik mok tahan lama-lama} …..yeahla wat to do kan? Den while we were hanging outside waitin for a taxi, we met some guys from Sunway and talk talk abit lorr….

One of our frens was so talkative in the taxi, commenting that the taxi driver is very young la, ask his age (he’s 29) den she gave him a mini motivational talk, saying he got so much potential and why is he driving taxis when he has a whole bright future…blah blah….poor taxi driver. LOL!

Got back at around 4 am, only slept around 6-7 am. Woke up at 10 am coz i was supposed to go back at noon. So tired!!

Ok, i got pics, but my frens dont want their faces to be seen in public…so all also covered with Question Marks ehehhe


Me & a friend before makeup/hairdo :P {My green eyes obvious kan? kan?}

In the taxi on the way {yeahla, i dont have my own transport yet}

Outside Zouk with another friend.
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Current mood: Exhausted but had great fun
Now Listening to: “The NExt Episode” by Dr Dre & Snoop Dogg

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My house, the bakery

Nov 27th, 2004

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Yesterday (Friday)
I really wanted to post about my night in Zouk last nite but Im sooo busy. There’s this carnival thingy happenin in my church tomolo – tho im not involved, my sisters are doin some performance and my mom is goinna help or something. So she decided to sell fruitcakes.

The whole hse smells of fruitcakes – so much so that I feel so muak already – den we have to slice em and wrap each piece with clingfilm. Bleh….

Will post my zouk post later.

Today (Sat)

Was waiting for Sids to pick me up to go to his open hse…still waiting….he’s stuck in traffic. LOL! (And I also edited this post)

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.: Review : The Forgotten :.

Nov 24th, 2004

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I downloaded the movie The Forgotten from Suprnova using bittorrent. Took me about 2 days coz i couldnt leave my pc on 24/7. Anyway, it’s coming out today in Malaysian cinemas but I watched it a week ago. Ahh..the wonders of the internet. LOL!! So here’s a short review.

Online Review
In this sci-fi thriller, Julianne Moore plays Telly Paretta, a distraught woman who could not believe that her nine year old son, Sam had died in a plane crash 14 months ago. Telly Paretta could not accept the explanation given by her husband Jim (Anthony Edwards) and her psychiatrist, Dr. Munce (Gary Sinise) that her son did not exist. Their plain, simple answer was that she suffered a miscarriage and she had been delusional since then and had been fabricating memories of her imaginary son. They explained that she was suffering from amenesia brought on by post-traumatic stress.

Unsatisfied with the explanation, Telly Paretta began looking for evidence of Sam’s existence. She searched for photos, videos and scrapbooks. However much to her astonishment, everything had vanished. She was going mad and hysterical until she met Ash Correll (Dominic West), a retired hockey player who lost his daughter, Lauren in the same plane crash.

However, Ash did not remember his daughter and she had to make him remember. To add to their confusion, some people are after them even though they have no idea why.

So are they 2 mad lunatics or did they really have a son and a daughter?

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My Review
I found this movie interesting with its twists and turns. Julienne Moore portrays the emotion & love between mother & child very well. A little bit boring at times. Suspenceful (sp?) at certain parts but I really found the ending lame. And, to me, a lame ending pulls the whole rating of the show down.

My verdict: Pretty ok movie…mayb give it a 5.5 out of 10. Should be interesting for sci-fi buffs tho :P

{Kak Wynn: dah clear? sorry i tergopoh gapah masa copy paste nie…pastu ada benda hilang. LOL}

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