A close friend of mine left KL a few days ago. I never knew I’d ended up being so close to her. At first we were just casual friends, but after hanging out together often, with lots of good food(we both like to eat), shopping (we like to spend money), clubbing (hehe!) and lepaking till late nite, we grew alot of closer.

She left so suddenly and abruptly without telling anyone that I only found out the day before she was leaving. Luckily I had the opportunity of spending time with her before that. I learned a lot of things from this friend of mine. I learned that even tho life seems rosy and good, there is often more underneath the surface. Looking at her, she seems like she has no problems, but I know better.

She left because she wanted to take a timeout and rethink what she wants to do with her life. I think she is also faced with family problems (which she did not reveal to me)- and has to go back and make sure everything is going fine. I probably wont be seeing her for the next month or so - but even she cant confirm if she will be coming back to KL after that. I hope she will, because im really starting to miss her.

To that friend of mine, if ur reading this, I wish you all the best in everything you do.

I dreamt that I got an email from you.
I dreamt you said you missed me lots and was sorry we couldnt meet often.
I dreamt that you promise to be true to me.
I dreamt that in the week you were coming you treated me like a queen.
I dreamt that we parted after that one week with promises that we would be together,
that we would be true, that you would wait till I come see you next year….
And i continue to dream…………………..

juz felt like writing that….btw, i really did dream all that last nite. But as the last line says, its only a dream…hehehehe

Oh yeah,
Happy Birthday HUD~! Tho of course ur not reading this, but wat the heck! I might give u a call - if im rajin enough. LOL!

One more note:
Sadly, Melvin Dennis has left Evenstarr to concentrate on completing his degree. So sad, Mel was one of the first and best band members to befriend. And he was also the funniest. I cherish the first time i met him at CB in miri and we hanged out at a coffee shop till dawn. Exchanging jokes, and he even accidently thought a customer was a waitress and asked for a drink. damn that was funny.

Hope to see you around Mel~!

p/s: Isla, Heidi, Lola: nang bena crita tok……sedih kmk Mel dah kluar dari evenstarr la…dahla nya plg best klakar, yg lain ya, serious sikit.

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Current mood: Melancholic