~ Wrote this yesterday when I was in a sad mood….hmm  ~

I see in my mind’s eye

An empty field, void of anything,

I see myself in the middle of this field

Looking right and left

Seeing green ground meeting blue horizon

Everywhere I look.

 

Why? Why am I alone?

My heart cries out in pain

Why? Why this frustration?

I close my eyes and scream

Why? Why am I feeling this?

I get to my feet and run.

 

Running….endless running

Away from what, I don’t know

Towards where, I have no idea

Does it matter when my life

Seems like a meaningless cycle?

 

There has to be a way out of this

My heart whispers hopefully

I have yet to find the door

The door that will bring me happiness

 

Happiness seems like a dream

So far away, out of my reach

I feel tears welling up in my eyes

I bring my hand up to wipe it away

But it has dried up…

 

Dry tears that never fall from my eyes

Funny how tears seems to be my best friend

Tears that no one but I see

Tears no one even realizes could be there

 

Tears that no one can stop…

No one can help….

~ A lil something I wrote a couple of years ago….~

One Love
One loving word can overcome dispute
Once loving touch can break down walls
One loveing hug can knit hearts
And a loving act saved the world

A loving friend is a gift
A loving family is treasure
A loving spouse is gold
And a child’s love is precious

One loving song can calm a tempest
One loving handclasp lifts a soul
One loving smile brightens the day
The warmth of love can thaw the cold

Love is like an ebbing river
Love can never end
Love is everlasting, forever
And love, not time, heals wounds.

Finally got my results…….erm….quite bad. Kinda expected it…but I was hoping dat it wouldnt be as bad. Oh well, what can i do? No use crying over spilt milk……or failed papers……or wasted tuition fees for dat matter.

Well, all I can do now is juz try to enjoy my 3 months break coz I dont have classes till 8 March. Probably going back sooner to settle things up. Wats more with the possibility of moving to KL in Jan, I probably have to start packing up…yet again….

Wat i feel about the move to KL is….well, personally it doesnt affect me. I’m still going to study in Curtin for another semester, which means I’m basically still in the same place, which is great! Coz i hate moving……well….doesnt everyone…

Hmm….kinda dissapointed about my results……

Woke up so miserably late this afternoon!! that’s coz I was only sleeping at 5.30 am. Hehehe! Was watching anime - “Wolf’s Rain”. Kinda nice…one of the main character is so cute!! Sounds like I’m falling for animated characters now….pathetic isn’t it? Haha…nah, juz admire him. Haven’t been this interested in anime for almost 2 years now.

My mom is pestering me to work. but since I’m not sure whether I’m giong to take supp and I’m not sure whether we’re moving to another state in January, I told her dat its impossible to work for only 1/2 month in Dec. But she still insists….So I juz go…”ya ya” but dun do anything…hehehe….

I went out to CB (Coffee Bean ahh, not Cherrie Berries) and ate a really really nice cake!!! White choc, milk choc and dark choc in a chilled cheese cake….so nice!! ahahha!

My results are coming out in about 8 hours….and I’m worried I wont pass!! Or I might have to go backto the uni to take supplementary paper.

Hmm…nothing much to say. I’m still in uni. Holidays are here, and I’m going back tomorrow after playing around for one week after my finals…

I have i bad feeling about my finals…

Can’t wait to get back….cannot really stand to be surrounded by lovey-dovey ppl in love. Not that I’m jealous or anything, but I just feel left out.