I wish
Posted by IcedNyior on September 30, 2009 | No Comments
I could force myself to forget you
the way you forced yourself to forget me.
That sign on your door,
No vacancy, just emptinessHomeless~Leona Lewis
Posted by IcedNyior on September 30, 2009 | No Comments
I could force myself to forget you
the way you forced yourself to forget me.
That sign on your door,
No vacancy, just emptinessHomeless~Leona Lewis
Posted by IcedNyior on September 25, 2009 | 6 Comments

Its a quiet night – seeing that my close friends are mostly back in their kampung- and I quite okay with it. Or maybe I’m just getting mellow. At any case, it’s been an awesome twenty three years so far :D
P/s: I’ll be going to Melaka over the weekend. So catch up with me on my twitter – http://www.twitter.com/icednyior :)
“In every moment, choose love. Act love.
Be love and watch as your world unfolds with splendor.”
Posted by IcedNyior on July 9, 2009 | Comments Off
Six months passed. Then 1 year and three weeks passed.
For some reason I will always remember this date because one of my best friends got married around this time. Well, I hope you are doing well. I hope your work isn’t as demanding as before. Most of all, I hope you are happy.
Well the reason for this post was because I came across an old comment of yours (sometime in Feb) in this blog and suddenly thought of u:
apa yang ku tahu..perasaan ini milikmu..selagi diizinkan masa untukku..selagi dirimu ada..ikhlas menanti suatu hari nanti moga ada sinar..
yang rindu padamu, (name)
Guess our day never came :(
Filed Under: Birds and Bees, Moody, Personal
Posted by IcedNyior on April 9, 2009 | No Comments
Do u guys know what ‘Twenty Questions’ is? Its a kind of guessing game where one player is chosen to be the answerer. That person chooses a subject but does not reveal this to the others. The other players have to guess the thing by asking Yes/No questions. But, I’m not writing a post about the game.
Personally I think I ask too many questions. Especially if I meet someone different from me. Different background and mentality. Or maybe different “group” or clique. Or race (vroom vroom) or type.
It really makes me curious why does a person think a certain way. Why does he/she act differently from others? Why does he/she does this. Why doesn’t he/she do this? I tend to challenge and quarrel debate with people on subjects that interest me (which by the way does NOT include politics or religion).
To the point that I tend to be people think I am rude, arrogant, obnoxious and annoying. The fact that I seldom like to lose a debate and don’t know how to back off gracefully doesn’t help. Usually I just end with a “fine” and then silence – yes, i know that is not considered as “exiting gracefully”.
And funny thing is, I don’t do it to everyone I meet, just the few. Well, honestly I think it makes as very interesting conversation.
Just yet another random rambling at 2am..
Posted by IcedNyior on December 15, 2008 | 6 Comments
6.45am
Nervous! Im getting ready for my first day at work. Am going to take a new unexplored but easier route. Omg! Nervous! Couldn’t sleep well last nite :/
Wish me luck!
10.30am
I’ve settled in. Met most of the 40 or so staff members. Mostly Chinese here and some Malays – but they are mostly in the enforcing department (they have a hamster tank in their office. lol!) There’s some construction going on. The fumes are making me feel high and pening a bit. Im still a bit shy tho *blush*
12.26 pm
I managed to track my movement on Google Maps. Tolls :
# NKVE (Kota Dsara – Dsara) = RM 1.00
# Sprint (Kerinchi) = RM 1.60 (i think? cant rmbr)
# SMART = RM 2.00
Yea its RM4.60 for tolls. But totally no jam except a bit after the Damansara toll. Got to the office in slightly less than 1 hour which is pretty good for morning rush hour.
Now I wonder when is lunch?
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3.32 pm
A series of unfortunate events:
- They are doing some renovation in the office. the chemical fumes (glue, paint and got knows what else) is making me dizzy
- I had to eat alone. nobody invited me to lunch :(
- I dropped my phone into the toilet. yea, AFTER I did my small business :’(
On another note, our pantry is decorated like a tavern and we got a life-sized N*ght Elf. LOL!

Plus there is a new sealed copy of Gr*nd Th*ft Auto 4 on my desk. And stacks of GT* 4 posters behind me
Posted by IcedNyior on December 15, 2008 | 1 Comment
Its exactly six mths since that day.
I realize it doesn’t hurt anymore. Certain songs don’t make me teary and feel like wallowing in self pity. I can talk about it without feeling a deep pang in my heart. I can laugh about all the silly things we did – remember the glitter on the carpet? And also the tampon incident? My insane craving to have bbq chicken wings?
I’ve moved on, and I hope you have as well. Perhaps you still refuse to be friends. Maybe you want to. Its okay, it doesn’t matter anymore. Either way, I wish for nothing but the best things in life for you.
~ Me
Tags:6 months, getting over, love, move on, relationships
Filed Under: Personal
Posted by IcedNyior on December 9, 2008 | 2 Comments
I got stranded in TTDI on Monday. Stopped by the bank around 10pm to withdraw money then car couldn’t start. Cant even on
suspected the battery
So called my parents, they came with battery water, filled in the water. But then it still cant start (but lights/alarm/hon/central locking all functions) even after we tried jumpstarting for about 15-20 mins.
So had to go find a shop to buy a new battery. Finally reached home at 1am. Tired ![]()
Filed Under: Personal
Posted by IcedNyior on December 2, 2008 | No Comments
Ah, this lack of sleep is taking a toll on me. How long as it been now? Definatly more than 24 hrs. Why you ask? It has been a long day. Suffice to say, circumstances was against me today.
This persistant flu is bugging me. The sneezing comes once a while – mostly mornings but now even my ear is slightly blocked due to my blocked nose. I wonder why is that.
My mom made one of my favourite meals today. Ikan Pari Bakar (bakar-ed over the stove in a pan that is). Just when I needed comfort food the most – not like I can taste it properly due to the aforementioned flu.
Time for me to eat, the food’s all nicely heated up. My first proper meal of the day. I had breakfast around 9.30am and no other solid food in between – cups and cups of nescafe doesn’t count for ‘food’ right?
Ah, will take some meds after this and drift off to drug-induced sleep.
Bliss.. (the medicinal kind)
Posted by IcedNyior on December 1, 2008 | No Comments
Little things in life do make me happy.
Utter bliss..
Posted by IcedNyior on November 28, 2008 | 1 Comment
Lately I’ve been:
Am also currently doing this: