(Edit: News = that makcik kesayangan of mine took off all her Haloscan comments & deleted the post on which i commented on. So you wouldnt be able to find what i wrote.)

Geez…cant believe it. I actually got banned from commenting on this Mak cik’s blog. All because i commented about her policy of “Unwarranted Comments Will Be Edited, If Not Deleted.” And also because i gave an honest opinion about tracking IPs based on my knowledge.

I didn’t make her look stupid or anything, I just said honestly that one cannot track IPs of ppl who open emails or blogs because it is too general. At least that’s what I’ve learn in my classes (refresher: im taking Software Programming & Multimedia for you peeps that dont know).

Well I’d understand if MamaBat got banned coz she said “Macam Bagus Sangat” or something along that lines. That one is a komen-berani-mati

Maybe she thinks Im in cahoots (sp?) with someone who doesnt like her. I’ve been framed! Wrongly accused! Im innocent!

Well actually….im being overly dramatic…actually….

I WOULDNT GIVE A FUCK IF I WAS BANNED!!!

*inserts very evil very dramatic laugh*

 

(i now officially wash my hands of the whole matter)

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Im feeling on top of the world today. My assignments are all done, printed and binded, and I’ve only got 1 more paper to go (the one on Saturday doesnt count). Im going out to watch movies on Wed and after sat I would be totally free for whole month!! yay!!

 

I’ve got loads of unwritten posts all muddled up in my mind. Need to get em out soon. Sorry havent really been updating…busy studying laa!!

 

Im going to pass up my assignments now so take care ppl. Muah!! (esp to iza)

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All Comments will accepted, unedited, undeleted and posted. So please comment.

 

(sorry couldnt resist adding that last line)

Im kind of got into an argument with my dad - something about my crazy sleeping & waking hours, my time on the internet (come on, we have broadband, doesnt matter how often i go, still d same price!), and on and on…

So in a fit of stubborness, i said i wouldnt be sleeping tonight either.

Do i regret saying that? No!

The downside? I didnt sleep last nite coz too busy chatting & downloading so I only had like 1 hr sleep before waking up at 7 am to get ready for uni.

meaning this is going to be practically 2 days of not sleeping……i’ve done more..but i was sick this week and lack of sleep is taking its toll

Me and my big mouth…………

NO! i DONT regret wat i said and i will never ever take back anything I say or write
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Current mood: Stubbornly insolent
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p/s: i’ve removed the link to my blog from my MSN nick…..coz after a few incidents, i realized that the more ppl know about my blog, the harder it will be to write my true feelings. So yeah…..

8.39 PM

Still havent really talked my dad. I did talk to my mom only essential things. I was SO sleepy, i was nodding off in Business class (9am) and i fell asleep in the library after, got shocked away by my phone vibrating and rushed in time for class.

Anyway I made Pizza {heard that merv?! } and it was yummylicious!

Feel so frustrated………

This morning when my sister woke up to school she and my dad were so noisy that I woke up before going back to sleep. As a result of that, i overslept and missed my morning bus. So I had to persuade my mom to send me which kind of pissed her off coz she hates sending me all the way. Not only that, I realized I actually slept on my specs {I wear contacts during the day and specs at nite} so its all bent out of shape…cant really wear it now

Then I had a presentation based on group work. The person who was in charged of making the board - where we put our notes - called me early this morning and complained that the other group mate’s information is not enough and also explained that she slept early the night before without doing it. So i just asked her todo what she can and bring it to the class. Time check : 10 am

Then i went to 11 am class a bit late. And while the other groups presented…waited and waited for her. She finally turned up like 15 mins before the class finished - EMPTY HANDED. And i was like WTF?!!? Then I asked if she at least had the notes…..and she said it’s all in her thumbdrive. So because of that I lost 10 marks for no presentation and another 15 marks is still depending on the quality of her work.

To add to that, i left my handphone in the car and dont have a phone now till around 3 pm. Its actually lunch but I dont feel like eating anything. Besides, I was too frustrated to eat.

Anyway, i have a class now so I gotta run before I’m too late.

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Current mood: Frustrated
Now Listening to: Nothing - now in uni’s lab
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Continued…..

That evening, I was supposed to take the 3 pm bus to Kelana Jaya but somehow I ended up on the wrong bus. The driver was the same as the KJ 12pm bus so I juz got up. When the bus was on the way, i realized it was only going to stop in Masjid Jamek - in the heart of KL - a 1.5 hour ride!!

As I didnt have my phone, i couldnt contact my mom and had to wait till i reached MJ. Den i walked a few blocks and found a public phone. Problem was, i dont remember my dad’s,mom’s or sister’s phone number. So I just called my own phone and my sis picked up. So i explain to her the whole situation and asked for my dad’s num. She didnt but instead passed the phone to my mom, then i had to explain the whole thing again. And asked for my dad’s number. Then she was so slow in answering that RM2 gone just like that. Haih~~!!!

Lucky i had a phone card with around Rm5.50 in it. So i called and asked for my dad’s hp num straight away. So I called him asking wat time he was going back and arranged to meet in KLCC to go back together. So, after eating at MJ, I took an LRT to KLCC den walked around…looking for jeans and when i met my dad, i asked him to buy (very dark blue jeans from Isetan - RM89), and we went to eat at 1901 American Hotdogs. Den we went to Kinokuniya coz I was looking for a textbook for school (Microsoft Office 2000 : Enhanced Edition) so I bought some stationary. Den we went back…..

My class this morning (11am - 12.30 pm) wuz cancelled again (!!!) coz my lecturer called in sick today. SOO frustrating, I had to go all the way to Puchong - Vista Milenium Condos then take a bus to Limkokwing in Cyberjaya for a class that was cancelled. Sad thing is, tomorrow Im having the same class tomorrow morning…or rather, later on (considering its 1 am now). So i hope it isnt cancelled today as its my only class.

I went to Midvalley to meet up with an old fren of mine Tues evening with my Sis. He’s here on holiday and also to meet his gf. I could never imagine him to hookup with someone and be romantic & loving…and when I see them together, he seems so loving and all. Somehow, i really felt juz a little bit jealous when i saw them happily together. Makes me think back of how many of my frens are attached already and how apart i start to feel from them. I mean, its not that I’m not happy for them, but sometimes couples (esp new ones) tend to ignore other ppl around them…and most of the time, its me. *sigh*

Oh well…cant change that I guess….

Oh yeah, I’ve moved into my sister’s room….the one 3 yrs younger than me (Gladys)….and still settling stuff in the room. Many ppl back in Miri (esp Rach) think im totally messy….BUT they havent seen Gladys yet….its a real dumpster….i had to clear up all the clothes lying on the floor, bed, chair and bookshelf and sweep d floor & air the room.

I also tried a really weird drink today….Soya Bean with peach flavour. Juz took a sip and hated it…eww!! When i drink Soya Bean i always think of Hasan. He’s this fren of mine in Curtin before who loved Soya Bean but would only drink Yeo’s brand….coz he claims the others are yukky. So we put him to the test….Lola & I bought like 4-5 different tins of it from different brand, poured it to seperate cups, hid d tins and asked him to choose the one from Yeos. He drank and drank and finally came up with 2 choices. He had to choose one. After comparing the results (we took pictures of the WHOLE process), he wuz wrong…and his other choice wuz correct. But the last 2 did taste d same…really! ehhe! Looks like even experts get it wrong huh??

PS : Thanks Joe for linking back to me Bila lagi nak post baru huh?

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Current mood: Sleepy, Lonely and very SINGLE
Now Listening to: “Counting Stars” by Sugarcult ~ Counting stars wishing I was okay, crashing down was my biggest mistake. I never meant to hurt you, I only did wat I had to do. Counting stars again.
Recommended : I’m Currently reading this VERY INTERESTING blog by Joe (http://joeperantau.blogspot.com) who is recounting the journey of his life. Its very addictive and im always on tenterhooks waiting for the next post from him - I check it everyday! Hehe! Go read it!! [Rate : 10/10]

What a f***ed up day!?! It started this morning when I only slept around 4 am when I have to catch a bus to class at 8 am in KJ station. Then we had Design class which was pretty interesting. And there wuz like 15 riddles we had to solve in the class. Then this guy asked me for answers. But then HE passed all of MY answers as his own when the lecturer asked for answers. He quickly yelled out all MY answers when the lecturer asked d question. Felt like smacking him…HARD!!

Feeling pretty frustrated today actually. Spent the whole afternoon planning to go out tonight but plan after plan was cancelled. First planned to stay in Subang with Isla, Heidi & Debbie and go out with them tonight. Then Isla smsed saying the rest dont want to go. Then planned of stayin in a hotel wif Andre, Sids & Erin. Den after checking online and calling around 5-6 hotels that were fully booked or too expensive, I finally found a perfect one. Then Erin said dont want coz too mahal (?!?!? RM 36 a nite is mahal? Oh well,dats d life of a student….owez broke…i understand). Den the next backup plan (the 3rd one) was for Pam to stay wif us instead of Erin. Problem is that she can only confirm after 4 pm. So there goes my plan to meet up with Isla and the rest in KLCC around 2 pm coz I need to get a confirmation. But around 3.30pm wanted to still meet up with Isla dey ol so called them to ask where are they…they said they were at Petaling street and would be going to Midvalley so I told them to c0ntact me when they were on their way to Midvalley.

At around 4.10 got news that Pam cant make it. Damn…….

Then Heidi smsed saying it rained in Petaling Street and they were all wet and were going home. At that point of time, i wuz cursing under my breath already then I got so fed up I juz went to sleep and didnt want to contact anyone already.

Somehow I think of Lola….missing her like crazy….feel like crying when i think of the times we always hang out together. Even if we couldnt get transport home after clubbing we juz chilled out together and went for breakfast the next morning before taking the morning bus back to hostel.

Lola bebeh….I mizz u like I’ve never missed anyone else before….

{except grace & J lah}

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Current Mood : Depressed & Lonely
Now listening to : “Where Will You Go” - Evanescence
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23 July 2004
No point keeping up a daily commentary…im only going to post this up every Fri nite anyway. Still no sign of my parents deciding, except that they’ve finally decided to appeal (coz I got terminated) today…which leaves approx 2 weeks before the semester starts. Wow! That’s fast! *sarcastic*

Well, it is probably my fault all this happened (as my mom likes to say & I quote, “If u passed, this wont happen”) OH YEAH….like I didn’t try my best…..*NEWS FLASH* It’s over and done with, cant change that now **

Well actually, Im kinda irritated of waiting. Its boring here at home. Coz my sisters’ go to sch and Im basically stuck at home doing housework not to mention that I have no maid and my mom’s a neat freak (kinda reminds me of Rachel….but worse…no offence, Rach). So far, I’ve reorganized the CD case, read every story book in the house twice….Juz finished reading Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire for the 2nd time in a week….have a slight suspicion I’ll be reading that again next week unless I get to persuade my parents to get the next book (fat chance of that!!). My hp’s been MIA since before the exams and I still haven’t got any sign of it. Asked my dad about it for the millionth time after about a week (got sick of asking) this morning and he said, “yeah, tomorrow morning lah”…now, where have I heard that before??

Oh, did I mention that it’s 7 am now…listening to Jason Lo & Rudy on Hitz.FM, don’t get good radio channels back in Miri. Hehe!! Except for the fact that I listen to it 24/7, even in the shower, I tend to hear the same songs 2-3 times a day…understandable coz they have to play the top hits to suit their listeners and since it’s mostly R&B, it suits me just fine.

Wonder if my 600 book money is already in my account? Coz I banked in the check last week after being helped by a really helpful guard at the bank. Not to mention that Im dead broke.

I went to the IC Dept (or whatever it’s called) a few days ago to do MyCard (new IC) with an old auntie of mine….embarresed myself in front of her. We were eating lunch at McD (she likes fried chicken for some reason – even at that age) and I thought she offered me her french fries, which I took coz I was bored while my mom and her were engrossed in some sisterly catching up. Then we were about to leave and I was putting it (the French fries) into my plastic bag when my mom insisted it for her. Apparently she wanted the French fries to keep for herself later and I misunderstood her while happily eating it. LOL! laughla!! It’s supposed to be funny.

Oh yeah, I saw Evenstarr’s video clip “Masih” on Channel 9 the other day. For those that doesn’t know, Evenstarr is a local band from Kuching and the drummer is a friend of mine. They’re a new band and they’re quite good in Eng & BM songs. Good job guys J

The Rasmus was here 1-2 days ago in Hard Rock Café but of course I didn’t go. There was also a Jazz festival – the Green Room Festival – but of course I didn’t go too. Hoobastank is coming in August…not sure if im going, but of course I doubt. See how my boring my life is? Everyone says “Wuah, so syok you in KL, can go shopping and all the other events.” Yeah rite…

Im sick of having no internet access. Probably coz I’m too used to it. My dad bought Webbit – a new broadband wireless technology from Timedotcom – but of course my computer is so ancient that it doesn’t have a port for the Ethernet cable then my dad says he’ll buy a PC…but no sign of that yet (why am I not surprised?). I don’t dare to say anything until I’m sure where I’ll end up studying. Too much pestering isn’t good for my situation now. Oh yeah, back to my PC. To show you how slow it is, here are it’s specs : Intel Celeron 225 Mhz (yes MEGAHz), 128 MB RAM, 13.9 GB HDD & running on Win 98. How ancient is that??? At this point, I have no comment *rolls eyes*

Hmm….7.30 am already…I think I’m going to devote today to write testimonials which are way overdue. Sorry for those who have been waiting. I’m getting right to it ASAP.

Hey, just wondering….is anyone really reading this? If you are…please please please comment or write something on the right column on the right.

{11 pm}

I wrote so many testimonials and took some pictures here in KL but when i tried to open the CD in the Cybercafe, i cant. Wat a waste of time!!!!!!!!