Did get to add much the last time i added a weblog. hehe…Recap a few days

Sun : was tired (coz went clubbin d nite b4) but had to wake up early for the SMS Hunt. Was in Parkson whole day. Someone belanja me lunch….one of my “grandsons”…(very very long & complicated story) ehehhe! Went to eat Thai food wif the CV team after a hard day’s work. Damn…laugh so much until my stomach hurts like hell and tears were coming out of my eyes…laughing bout dirty jokes of course. Muahahhahah

Someone asked me if i was okay…..coz he noticed dat i looked sick the past week (i was).Wah! Someone actually noticed…a guy lagitu. No, im not dat desperate or craving for attention. Juz dat i feel happy when someone is concerned bout me or appreciates wat i did.

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Mon : [Happy Birthday BAL~!!] Went for supper at 1 am wif Bal and other frens. Accidently order Mamak Mee which was too pedas for me…cant really eat hot food at nite coz it aggrevates my nose. So had a terrible flu in the morning….littered the floor with srunched-up,mucus-filled piles of tissue when i ’salah aim’ and didnt manage to throw the tissue into the dustbin..Haha! Rach complained about it after that tho. Sowiee…So couldnt go to class at 10 am.

Crashed Bal’s place at nite. Had really great fun. Never ever laughed as much as I did dat nite and Sun nite during dinner. A bunch of us girls managed to break his bed…haha…of course we blamed Gretch (a small-sized cute gal) coz she was the last one on. LOL!! Everyone enjoyed themselves….(esp d bday boy i hope )

Aite….probably nuff for now…

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Oh yeah….the bathrooms sometimes dont have hooks on the inside of the door so the girls on my floor cant hang their clothes inside and have to drape everything on the top of the door instead. Once i took my friend’s clothes and put it near the bathroom entrance so she would have to go look for it in her towel…Muahahha!!!

Phew….now i can take a sigh of relief. Tests are all over for the moment and this week I’m really free…watching everyone else busy with assignments is a really nice change ehhehe….

Kinda bored at the moment..got class now but im so lazy……arggh…still debating whether i should go o not…LOL!! Oh well…i’ll probably juz skip it la…coz i so malas….

About my earlier entry….i talked to another fren (who is not involved) about it and she said “wouldnt doing that make things worse? Wont they be surprise coz you’re suddenly not urself anymore?”

She has a point there. However, I cant please everyone can I? I am what I am. If I’m irritating, well, that’s how I am. No matter how hard you try..there is no way that you can change me to be totally what you want me to be. So since I know that my “friends” find me irritating and talkative,then I’ll try to avoid them coz if i pretend to be quiet and all that in front of them…then that makes me nothing more than a hypocrite. So my best mode of action is trying to minimize contact with them so that they wont find me so irritating anymore.

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Lately, I’ve been feeling very tired…..and not enthusiastic. Probably its coz of all the problems I’m having. If i had no classes, I could sleep the whole day away. Which is what I’ve been doing for 2 days….and I’ve missed 3 classes. I’ve never been like that before. My appetite is drastically lowered from 3 meals a day to only one. I’ve been getting an on and off flu. Not to mention I’ve been feeling a lil feverish. Im worried about what’s wrong with me…..physically and mentally…..

:S

Been a lil depressed lately…….parents dont let me go back for the holidays…meaning I’m goinna be stuck here. Got exams coming up…and I cant concentrate on my studies. Purposely missed  classes for 2 days now……I juz cant bring myself to go to class when I’m not in the mood to do anything. I might get angry at the lecturer or my frens and lose myself.

Friends……a word that is supposed to be self-explainatory. Apparently I suck at choosing good friends……Seems like i cant get close to anyone here….I’ll juz end up getting hurt.[ Note to self : Trust no-one.] Seems like I’m goinna build a thick, big wall around my heart so I wont get hurt………like what i wrote in my MSN messanger nick “Watevala….I dont give a damn anymore…………Nothing can hurt me coz i’ve given up hoping”. Yeap…dats true…I’ve given up hoping….hoping for the best is ok…but i dont put trust on dat hope.

Moody and depressed………………..

Another nite wif me on the prowl…its now 3.45 am……sleepy but juz wanted to add sum stuff here.

the internet service in the hostel is @#&*$^%!! No words can be used to describe how irritated I feel. I cant open websites….Instant message programs (icq, msn, yahoo) cant even login……arrghh!!

Will write more later…its 4 am and im really totally sleepy…been very busy for the past week. Cya~!!

p/s: Al, more on sabo² next time…hehehe..when im in the mood

Goodness, i havent added stuff in here for ages! Anyway, I’m back in Uni…but finding it pretty hard to get back into the studying mood. But happy coz I have less subjects now and more time to do other things…like sleep, play and of course, study *groan*.

Juz got my PC back yesterday so life would be much much easier considering i’m now stayin in the hostel and it has internet connection..yippie! Been rather busy these 3 weeks. The first week was busy moving and settling all the registration stuff in the uni. By the second week i was more settled in and had more time to play around. *Hehehe!* On the third week I started classes but most were cancelled so I still have a bit of time to myself.

Anyway, my next class is at noon (monday) and it’s now 6 am on Monday coz I haven’t slept yet. Will yak more about my life this semester some other time.

Signing off ~CoconutIce