Or is it?

This is nice, I thought to myself. This carefree life, no strings attached. No answering somewhat accusing questions of my whereabouts and whoabouts (the people esp guys i’m with la, duh). The freedom to go out wherever, whenever and with whoever esp since i have a tendency to accept invitations to lepak even in the middle of the night. Yea, i set the rules.
This is how i wanted it right? Or is it?