watched Lord of the Rings : Return of the King. It was good…..hhehehe….can’t really say much or else it might be a spoiler.  Go watch! One of my guy frens did comment dat it was rather boring….but probably coz he didnt watch the first 2 and isnt interested in these kinda movies.

Hmm…felt a bit irritated and frustrated today. One of my friends has been bossing people around lately and not being appreciative of what others do for him/her. His/Her actions are kinda pissing me off…. Can’t really stand seeing others being bullied. Hmm…but what can I do when others juz follows wat she/he says? Oh well…..I guess people change too much and too fast…..

Looking back on my previous entry….it sounds pretty depressing. hehe! But things are slightly looking up….well….not exactly, but I’m trying to change my own outlook on things. Hehehe….life isn’t so boring if only you can find interesting things to do.

Hmm…my fren’s bf is in KK to visit for a week…..good excuse to go out…but then always having to end up trailing them from behind…sheesh…! Like today….spent bout an hour sitting down in Burger King while she was giving him a tour of the whole shopping mall. Thank goodness I wasnt alone! There were 2 guys from our uni as well who followed us so we ended up eating and talking there while waiting.

Yay! watching Lord of the Rings : Return of the King tomorrow afternoon wif the same bunch of frens mentioned above. Hope it’ll be good! I want to know the ending…hehehe…

~ Wrote this yesterday when I was in a sad mood….hmm  ~

I see in my mind’s eye

An empty field, void of anything,

I see myself in the middle of this field

Looking right and left

Seeing green ground meeting blue horizon

Everywhere I look.

 

Why? Why am I alone?

My heart cries out in pain

Why? Why this frustration?

I close my eyes and scream

Why? Why am I feeling this?

I get to my feet and run.

 

Running….endless running

Away from what, I don’t know

Towards where, I have no idea

Does it matter when my life

Seems like a meaningless cycle?

 

There has to be a way out of this

My heart whispers hopefully

I have yet to find the door

The door that will bring me happiness

 

Happiness seems like a dream

So far away, out of my reach

I feel tears welling up in my eyes

I bring my hand up to wipe it away

But it has dried up…

 

Dry tears that never fall from my eyes

Funny how tears seems to be my best friend

Tears that no one but I see

Tears no one even realizes could be there

 

Tears that no one can stop…

No one can help….

~ A lil something I wrote a couple of years ago….~

One Love
One loving word can overcome dispute
Once loving touch can break down walls
One loveing hug can knit hearts
And a loving act saved the world

A loving friend is a gift
A loving family is treasure
A loving spouse is gold
And a child’s love is precious

One loving song can calm a tempest
One loving handclasp lifts a soul
One loving smile brightens the day
The warmth of love can thaw the cold

Love is like an ebbing river
Love can never end
Love is everlasting, forever
And love, not time, heals wounds.

Finally got my results…….erm….quite bad. Kinda expected it…but I was hoping dat it wouldnt be as bad. Oh well, what can i do? No use crying over spilt milk……or failed papers……or wasted tuition fees for dat matter.

Well, all I can do now is juz try to enjoy my 3 months break coz I dont have classes till 8 March. Probably going back sooner to settle things up. Wats more with the possibility of moving to KL in Jan, I probably have to start packing up…yet again….

Wat i feel about the move to KL is….well, personally it doesnt affect me. I’m still going to study in Curtin for another semester, which means I’m basically still in the same place, which is great! Coz i hate moving……well….doesnt everyone…

Hmm….kinda dissapointed about my results……

Couldn’t sleep the whole nite thinking about my results today.

But i saw something really funny early this morning. My neighbour is an old lady. I looked out my window at 5 am this mornign and saw her walking all over the road picking up rubbish and throwing them in my rubbish bin. I was shocked and started observing her for about 10 mins until she re-entered her house. ( i live in a semi-detached hse). Weird….

Anyway, went out for breakfast with mom at 6.30 and then followed her around doing errands till about 9 am. Came back and went online…..tried looking for a link on the uni website to cehck results. No sign until 10 am. Called the uni, got response dat it will be out after 2pm. Went to sleep about 1 pm after lunch.

was awakened by a phone call from a fren. went online. tried for 1 hr to login but unsuccessful. Called the Uni again….they said they were trying to fix it…..have to try again tonite….

AARRRGGHHH!!! I can’t stand being on tenterhooks!