Since last week there has been not so good things happening around me- a stroke of bad luck some would say. Today it was topped off my something that hit close to home and caused a pang of pain in my heart

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
’cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I’m spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip, what’s happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m, in this condition
And I’ve, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
’cause it’s hurting me to let it go
Maybe ’cause we spent so much time
And I know that it’s no more
I should’ve never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I’m sad to see us apart
I didn’t give to you on purpose
Can’t figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]
How did I get here with you, I’ll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I’m broken hearted, I can’t let you know
And I won’t let it show
You won’t see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m, in this condition
And I’ve, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

All my life…

*this song doesn’t hv an official video. the Vids are clips from Degrassi (a Canadian TV Series**

Yesterday, I thought it was kinda weird why it took ages for me to open programs -even Microsoft Word and Firefox. Then I took a peek at the specs. Notice the ram? Less than 200MB RAM. I dont even dare to open lots of tabs or programs.

Its not my laptop (thank god!). Its a borrowed laptop from the place where I’m taking my course. they have wifi here too! I brought my laptop today but we were not in the same room as yesterday, in fact, we’re on a totally different floor so no wifi. boo

I slept kinda early last nite, around 10pm because Im taking the LRT to and from KLCC starting today. Have to leave the house by 6.30am grrrr….I’m really not a morning person. And I still feel sleepy now Can’t wait for lunch!

Oh oh, i got my project title for my PHP course already. Looks kinda simple concept but the coding is going to be a bit tough I think. *dies* Ok la…time to go back to work

Have you noticed something lately? Its been a week since puasa and everyone, I mean EVERYONE is talking about food. And a day-to-day diary at that. Eg: “Today I ate A for berbuka, yesterday I ate B for berbuka”

And I don’t blame them. The best part I like about puasa (besides the hari raya open house) is the bazaar ramadhan. On the first or second day of puasa (I can’t remember exactly when), I was in KL with a friend and we didn’t know where to go for dinner so we decided to go to a nearby bazaar.

This bazaar is the one in Wangsamaju. You can see the Jusco in the distance right? The stalls stretch from Jusco all the way to the other end (beyond the right of the photo). I wasn’t really impressed with the selections there. It seems like they were basically selling the same thing. Not much variety. We bought:

• kuih pelita - it was was a bit runny (watery) but tasted nice and not too sweet.
• roti john - this is my first time eating a meat-less roti john. I still prefer mine with meat
• putu piring - not nice. The one in TTDI is still the best ever
• Dadih coklat - something like chocolate pudding but firmer like jelly
• Mee goreng - my fren bought this, I don’t really fancy mee goreng
• Soya bean - with brown sugar syrup. I like
• Did I miss out anything?

Verdict, food just so-so. No much variety. I give it a rating of 3 of 5 stars :/

As you know (or perhaps you don’t know because you didn’t read my previous posts), I’m taking this PHP and MySQL course in KLCC. Yea I know some of you are like “What? PHP? You can learn that yourself la” but hey, its free (sponsored by MDeC and Petronas eLearning) and they’ll even pay for the Zend Cert (which costs something like 120USD). Its everyday from Monday-Friday, 8am to 4pm.

Anyway, for my other non-technical friends, PHP is (this is my simple explaination) a programming language used for the web. Basically any site that has a database (eg, some form of login) uses PHP. Its like giving instructions.

So there i was, sleepy in the morning (people who are close to me know that I’m not a morning person) and the guy was teaching about it.

“Kongkek this one,” he said and my eyes instantly became bigger. I was thinking, What?!?! then he mentioned it again and again and again. I looked around me and no one seem to have noticed anything odd.

Then I glanced over and saw that the gal next to me was writing her notes and typed it as CONCATE. And I was like “Oooooooo.” When you want to give two instructions together, you hv to concate it, meaning combine it together.

Can’t blame me for mis-hearing it right?

Yes people, I got into another accident. This time I swear its not my fault! Someone hit the back of my car. I actually had2 TTs (Teh Tarik sessions) to go to yesterday. First one was in PJ at 8.30pm and ironically it was with a group of Vivarians. Then another was meeting some frens in SS2 after that.

So it was around 8.15pm and I was driving near Riana Green (somewhere near Tropicana) traffic light. The light turned green then a taxi suddenly came from the right side, the car in front suddenly stopped and I also suddenly stopped. Manage to miss that car in front.

Then i looked into my rearview mirror and saw this iswara coming towards me quite fast and my first thought was “she’s so going to hit me” right before the impact happened.

I parked at the side and came out of my car and my heart dropped when I saw this:

What a relief when i turned around and saw that my car had minor damage. The back was dented and had scratches at the bumper. the bumper was also mis-aligned with the body.

My parents came, about 3 tow guys came, then her mechanic came and we all went to the police station. Finally finished at around midnight. Was tired and hungry by that time because I was out since 7.00am and havent gone home yet.

So yea, my wheels are in the workshop for a week or so. Sad

[Nov 28] - Second accident at NKVE
[Apr 17] - First accident in Cyberjaya

Internet at home has been down for a few days. The internet here is sub-par and keeps disconnecting. I just spent 15 mins of my 1-hr long lunch time to write a post and when I pressed Publish, the internet was down and my post is lost.

I ish not happy - and hungry and sleepy