So called friends

Been a lil depressed lately…….parents dont let me go back for the holidays…meaning I’m goinna be stuck here. Got exams coming up…and I cant concentrate on my studies. Purposely missed  classes for 2 days now……I juz cant bring myself to go to class when I’m not in the mood to do anything. I might get angry at the lecturer or my frens and lose myself.

Friends……a word that is supposed to be self-explainatory. Apparently I suck at choosing good friends……Seems like i cant get close to anyone here….I’ll juz end up getting hurt.[ Note to self : Trust no-one.] Seems like I’m goinna build a thick, big wall around my heart so I wont get hurt………like what i wrote in my MSN messanger nick “Watevala….I dont give a damn anymore…………Nothing can hurt me coz i’ve given up hoping”. Yeap…dats true…I’ve given up hoping….hoping for the best is ok…but i dont put trust on dat hope.

Moody and depressed………………..