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~ Wrote this yesterday when I was in a sad mood….hmm  ~

I see in my mind’s eye

An empty field, void of anything,

I see myself in the middle of this field

Looking right and left

Seeing green ground meeting blue horizon

Everywhere I look.

 

Why? Why am I alone?

My heart cries out in pain

Why? Why this frustration?

I close my eyes and scream

Why? Why am I feeling this?

I get to my feet and run.

 

Running….endless running

Away from what, I don’t know

Towards where, I have no idea

Does it matter when my life

Seems like a meaningless cycle?

 

There has to be a way out of this

My heart whispers hopefully

I have yet to find the door

The door that will bring me happiness

 

Happiness seems like a dream

So far away, out of my reach

I feel tears welling up in my eyes

I bring my hand up to wipe it away

But it has dried up…

 

Dry tears that never fall from my eyes

Funny how tears seems to be my best friend

Tears that no one but I see

Tears no one even realizes could be there

 

Tears that no one can stop…

No one can help….